urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes ` a M i E -* ` a M i E -* 2005-02-27T06:39:15Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:73616 2005-02-27T06:39:15Z 2005-02-27T06:39:15Z wow<br />i love lyaing in the snow<br />under the stars<br />with my best freidn<br />but i hate when i get up<br />and my btut its wettt<br />hahhhaah. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:73281 2005-02-26T06:20:20Z 2005-02-26T06:20:20Z wow. def. haven't written in this thing in awhile.<br /><br />4 day weekend. no school today or yesterady... it has been SO nice. too bad i'm working all weekend <again>. oh well it's ok though, because today i got a $320 paycheck. :)<br /><br />today i went to fair oaks mall with norah & kevin. we didn't get lost in the mall this time, thank god. then we went back to my house, had another session, then i went to work (that was an experience... going to work blazed haha) after i got off work we went to matt's party thing. it was cool, i haven't seen some of those kids in forever. everyone was so nice. aw &lt;3<br /><br />went down to jmu on monday. i liked it a lot, as usual. i think i'm gonna go there. i mean it's not liek i have a lot of options anyway. wow.... like 3 and a half months till fucking graduation. shit's crazy... time's going so fast.<br /><br />bed time... i have work tomorrow morning. =/ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:73135 2005-02-01T03:58:20Z 2005-02-01T03:58:20Z which is a tigher spelling for fuck for "online talk"? (sup, kewl, shyt, ttyl, etc.) <br />mairin and i are having a contest. hahaha.<br /><br />FUQQ (my way) or PHUC (mairin's gross way) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:72956 2005-01-24T04:43:56Z 2005-01-24T04:43:56Z i need direction to perfection, no no no no good weekend.<br />all of the snow forecasts were kind of overrated.<br />(we only got about 3 inches)<br />but what can you do?<br />hmm. i have 10 beers left.<br />started the weekend with.... 50?<br />i liked chillin at the apartment though.<br />i felt like i had my own place.<br />luckily we didnt get in trouble for being noisy.<br />you can hear EVERYTHING through apartment walls.<br />(i woke up to the neighbor's alarm clock this morning).<br />haha.<br />ah. my hair is brown again.<br />i think it brings out my eyes more.<br />my cat is staring at me.<br />i'm wearing pajamas with cakes/milkshakes/etc. on them.<br />i'm burning a cranberry tart candle.<br />it smells good.<br />i'm getting a job tomorrow. period.<br />this brokeness can not go on any longer.<br />any one know of any place that's hiring?<br />i talked to alyssa tonight. i miss her. &lt;3&lt;3<br />i really hope we don't have school tomorrow.<br />exams are enough to deal with for one week. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:72495 2005-01-19T21:45:44Z 2005-01-19T21:45:44Z tv i &lt;3 snow. <br />even though we didn't get out early.<br />i bet we'll at least have a delay tomorrow though.<br /><br />i'm cat-sitting for my friend julia this weekend.<br />meaning i have an apartment to myself.<br />:) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:72378 2005-01-18T00:28:15Z 2005-01-18T00:28:15Z I LOVE PRINCE WILLIAM COUNTY.<br /><br />2 HOUR DELAY FOR COLD WEATHER.<br /><br />hahahah. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:72177 2005-01-13T02:06:01Z 2005-01-13T02:06:01Z green day biatch today was actually a pretty good day. i went in late because.... i felt like it? haha.<br />i think i have senioritis the worst out of everyone. i like never go to a full day of school anymore,<br />and when i do go to school i rarely do any work. and the fact that i'm IN at a college now just makes me want to slack off more.<br /><br />today:<br /><br />systems - [not there]<br />english - chatted it up about beloved (i actually enjoy this book) - i &lt;3 mrs fraze<br />yearbook - worked on coutrney's grad ad, then my grad ad, then courtney's again after i realized i deleted the whole thing. haha.<br />business - had a sub. so me and kelly made JMU signs/pictures the whole period. haha we're so gay.<br />after school i went to the lax meeting. then tonight i went tanning and to the gym. :)<br /><br />i've been thinking a lot the past week and i've made a lot of realizations. about everything. i feel a lot more mature. maybe the fact that i'm an adult is just now starting to sink in, but i'm starting to take new perspecives on a lot of things... i guess it's all part of growing up. so i should take it as a good sign? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:71875 2005-01-10T20:52:51Z 2005-01-10T20:52:51Z I GOT INTO JAMES MADISON UNIVERSITY!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:71497 2005-01-06T00:22:37Z 2005-01-06T00:22:37Z <table align="center" width="300" style="border: 1px solid black; background-color: white; color: black"> <tr><td><p align="center">In the year 2005 I resolve to:<br><br /> Wear more lacy black lingerie.<br /> <p align="right"><a href="http://resolution.geek-foo.net" style="color: red;">Get your resolution here</a></p><br /> </td></tr></table> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:71399 2005-01-06T00:21:07Z 2005-01-06T00:21:07Z <table align="center" width="300" style="border: 1px solid black; background-color: white; color: black"> <tr><td><p align="center">In the year 2005 I resolve to:<br><br /> Wear more lacy black lingerie.<br /> <p align="right"><a href="http://resolution.geek-foo.net" style="color: red;">Get your resolution here</a></p><br /> </td></tr></table> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:70980 2005-01-02T17:42:46Z 2005-01-02T17:42:46Z john mayer wow i forgot about this thing for awhile.<br /><br />well my new years eve was interesting to say the least. it involved hitch hiking, putting drinks down pants, and getting pulled over. haha. two nights involving the cops is a little much for me. but at least neither of them were really serious.<br /><br />overall though i had an excellent break. i had fun pretty much every night. i cant believe we have school tomorrow. aaah. but hey.... it just means we're that much closer to graduating. that word still scares me.<br /><br /><br />i find out about JMU in two weeks. i'm so nervous. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:70832 2004-12-31T02:05:43Z 2004-12-31T02:05:43Z the "-----" means i've done it.<br /><br />-----I have been drunk<br />-----I have beed stoned<br />-----I have driven while intoxicated<br />-----I have kissed a member of the opposite sex<br />-----I have kissed a member of the same sex<br />I crashed a friend's car <br />-----I rode in a taxi<br />I have been in love <br /><br />-----I've shoplifted <br />-----I have been fired<br />I have cut myself on purpose<br />I have been in a fist fight<br />-----I've snuck out of my parent's house <br />I have been arrested<br />-----I've made out with a stranger<br />-----I've played Beer Pong<br /><br />-----I've walked around NYC<br />-----I've stolen something from my job<br />I've celebrated New Year's in Time Square<br />-----I've gone on a blind date<br />-----I've had a crush on a teacher<br />I've celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans <br />I have been to Europe<br />-----I've been sick on a major holiday<br />-----I've worn a hoodie to hide my dialated pupils from my parents<br />-----I've seen/heard a ghost or other supernatural entity<br />-----I've skipped school<br />I have thrown up in a bar<br />-----I have eaten sushi<br />-----I have been snowboarding<br />-----I have been happy with myself<br />-----I have met a movie star<br />I've punched myself in the face <br />I went to a prom<br />-----I've bungee jumped<br />-----I have been to a pop concert<br />I've witnessed the miracle of birth<br />I have dated someone for over a year<br />-----I've puked because of stress<br />-----I've gone a whole day without food<br />-----I've gone to class stoned<br />-----I've broken a promise to someone I really love(d)<br />I've tried to punch a hole through a solid wall and busted my knuckle open instead<br />I've cheated to get accepted into college<br />I've cheated to help someone else get accepted into college<br />I've cheated on a national standardized test<br />-----I have been in a car accident<br />-----I've slept in the nude<br />-----I've eaten cheesecake<br />I've been to a rave<br />-----I've been skinny dipping<br />I've had jury duty<br />-----I've hated someone without knowing them<br />I've vandalized government property<br />I've done spray-paint graffiti<br />I've shot a real gun<br />-----I've ran around with my trousers around my ankles<br />I've gotten my butt kicked<br />-----I've been caught smoking<br />-----I've milked a cow <br />I've hocked a loogie at someone <br />-----I've got in a verbal fight with a teacher<br />I've cheated on someone <br />Lied one time in this survey<br />Lied more than once in this survey<br />Threw a party at a friends house when they were gone<br />-----Partied every weekend for the last month (practically)<br />Sniffed markers to get high<br />-----Thought another girl/guy was hot<br />Huffed a can of spray paint<br />-----I've done hallucinogenic drugs (kind of)<br />-----Slept for more than 15 hours at a time<br />-----Petted a live tiger<br />Kissed someone in the snow <br />Found a four leaf clover urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:70441 2004-11-24T21:36:15Z 2004-11-24T21:36:15Z <table align="center" border="1" bordercolor="black" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2"><tr><td align="left" bgcolor="#F6E5CE"><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" style="color:black; font-size: 12pt;">Your Penis Name is: <b>Curious George</b><br /></font></td></tr></table><br><div align="center"><a href="http://www.blogthings.com/penisname.html"><b>Get your own Penis Name</b></a></div><br> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:70177 2004-11-23T03:39:26Z 2004-11-23T03:39:26Z my chemical romance wow. i haven't updated this thing in like a month. i guess i just didnt feel like it. haha.<br /><br />random things:<br /><br />- i can't wait for christmas. it's my favorite holiday. i love the shopping, the music, everything. and it came so fast this year. this year is flying by. everytime i hear the word graduation i get chills down my spine.<br /><br />- i've been working out a lot lately. it started off for the scholarship thing, but now i love it. it just gives me a lot more energy and puts me in a better mood. i also like the classes at the gym. body combat, abs, yoga, etc.<br /><br />- saturday was fun. i got to hang out with mairin and i cut her some bangs and we looked hott and we drank and took some cool pics. then i got to see bgill whom i haven't seen in forever... and her dad. brought back so many memories. then i got to drink with my girls at yes.... zai's house. hahahaha so hilarious.<br /><br />- i took a 3 hour nap after school today and it felt excellent. then i went to the gym so i'm even more energized!! looks like i'll be up all night. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:70013 2004-10-20T02:59:49Z 2004-10-20T02:59:49Z gavin degraw - dreams i'm happy.<br /><br />i've got a good feeling about this. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:69668 2004-10-08T14:28:14Z 2004-10-08T14:28:14Z i finally thought of an idea for my peronal statement for my college applications. it's genious. :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:69481 2004-10-08T00:53:25Z 2004-10-08T00:53:25Z i love going on runs on cool fall nights. i love the weather right now. it's perfect. fall might be my favorite season. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:69184 2004-10-06T22:37:52Z 2004-10-06T22:37:52Z i just want to say i think tis hilarious when people judge others when they really know absolutely nothing about them. just to give everyone a life lesson that i've learned recently - people aren't always how they seem to be. just because i act happy sometimes doesn't mean its always true. sorry im not a fucking depressive emo who goes around parading their unhappiness. so yeah then i guess i am am 'emo poser' for not flaunting sadness all the time around everyone for attention and just letting it out sometimes in a place where im entitled to write how i feel. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:69098 2004-10-03T22:21:52Z 2004-10-03T22:28:02Z in love and death i just really don't understand a lot.<br />why is it that when you have the chance to have something you push it away.<br />then when that chance withers away, you want it more than ever?<br />it seems like a simple concept<br />but it is really so hard to figure out that it literally hurts my head trying to.<br />and i can't tell if this is reciprocal or not.<br />everything's so blurry it's impossible to figure anything out<br />except the fact that it feels right.<br />then there's always the fear of history repeating itself.<br />it's like a flashing warning light slowing everything down<br />an obstacle blocking the way<br />fighting the progress that's really supposed to be taking place.<br />if only life were one big diving board, and you could just jump right in.<br /><br /><i>over and over again<br />light with the sharpened edge<br />cut to the back<br />empty space we call sky<br />forgetting the cycle that stays</i> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:68169 2004-09-24T02:46:30Z 2004-09-24T02:49:06Z hawthorne heights so i have one day OSS for "using a cell phone" in class.<br />since when do you get OSS the first time? what happened to a fucking warning?<br />school is so fucking gay.<br /><br />on the bright side of things - i started training to serve tonight at work. it was harder than i thought it would be and it will def be harder when im on my own, but im gonna be making bank. so im excited. i jsut have to get GOOD at it.<br /><br />this week has been way too long. i'm more than ready for the weekend.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />SET OUT TO GET OUT<br />CLASS OF 2005 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:68086 2004-09-19T00:23:44Z 2004-09-19T00:23:44Z i love the wind from storms. it's also reminding me of fall. and i love fall. i can't wait for it to come.<br /><br />also the sky was really cool today, how it was really bright on one side and really dark on the opposite side.<br /><br /><br />just thought i'd share that. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:67689 2004-09-09T01:38:46Z 2004-09-09T01:38:46Z well that def. just made my night.<br /><br />:)<br /><br />thankyou. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:67558 2004-09-07T03:12:13Z 2004-09-07T03:12:13Z The Summer Survey:<br />TEN Things You Did<br />(001.)TURNED 18<br />(002.)worked like a mofo<br />(003.)went to key west, cozumel, & new york<br />(004.)got drunk off my ass<br />(005.)got in an accident<br />(006.)warped tour<br />(007.)va beach - raod trip with nor<br />(008.)went to geotgetown<br />(009.)hooked up wtih a random guy<br />(010.)went thrift shopping<br /><br />NINE Favorite Songs of the Summer<br />(001.)<b>oh god... the number one song: SENSES FAIL - ONE EIGHT SEVEN</b><br />(002.)<b>hawthorne heights - ohio is for lovers</b><br />(003.)<b>new found glory - all downhill from here</b> <br />(004.)ashlee simpson - pieces of me [and basically the whole cd]<br />(005.)taking back sunday - a decade under the influence<br />(006.)juvenile - slow motion... hahah<br />(007.)sugarcult - memory<br />(008.)coheed & cambria - a favor house atlantic<br />(009.)avril lavigne - my happy ending<br /><br />EIGHT Places You Ate At<br />(001.)CHILI'S of course...gotta love that employee discount<br />(002.)taco bell<br />(003.)slver diner<br />(004.)mcdonalds in the mornings while hungover hahaha<br />(005.)dairy queen<br />(006.)red robin<br />(007.)old glory &lt;3 georgetown<br />(008.)bubba gump &lt;3 nyc<br /><br />SEVEN Things that Annoyed You<br />(001.)WORKING<br />(002.)cloudy days at the beach<br />(003.)running out of gas<br />(004.)car accidents <br />(005.)hangovers<br />(006.)passing out at warped tour<br />(007.)getting my wisdom teeth out<br /><br />SIX Things You Bought<br />(001.)food<br />(002.)clothes<br />(003.)concert tickets<br />(004.)tans<br />(005.)gas<br />(006.)shoes<br /><br />FIVE Things You Accomplished<br />(001.)becoming legal<br />(002.)being more free/crazy<br />(003.)leaving the country for the first time<br />(004.)getting my wisdom teeth out<br />(005.)growing up... i feel like i did that a lot this summer<br /><br />FOUR Movies You Saw <br />(001.)garden state<br />(002.)shrek 2<br />(003.)open water<br />(004.)the butterfly effect<br /><br />THREE Things You Wish You Did<br />(001.)went to the beach longer<br />(002.)not worked so much<br />(003.)had more fun... i think it might have been possible<br /><br />TWO Rules You Broke<br />(001.)stayed out past curfew<br />(002.)drove drunk <br /><br />ONE Thing You LOVED About This Summer<br />(001.)it was just a really awesome summer ... i had so much fun with everyone i hung out with... whether it was my good friends or just random people. i did a lot of new stuff and went a lot of different places. def one of my best summers &lt;3<br /><br /><br />aww...this survey actually broguht back a lot of memories. i'm so sad summer's over. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:67146 2004-09-04T19:01:00Z 2004-09-04T19:01:00Z sunday bloody sunday - o.a.r. birthdays make me feel so loved. &lt;3 i just love it. i can't fucking believe i'm 18 years old. i just cant comprehend it. i'm LEGAL. i'm an ADULT. i'm no longer a kid, and pretty soon i won't even be a teenager anymore. it's seriously scary when i think about it. i really fear getting old. i wanna stay young and have fun forever... it's the best time of your life and it's over before you know it. but i guess all good things come to an end. but i dont know, it seriously feels like yesterady i was starting high scool or something and it feels like time fast forwarded to now. i guess i just realized that i can't take advantage of whats left of my youth. but yeah last night was def. a good start to my b-day. celebrated it from 12 until like 5 am. tonight should be fun too.<br /><br />school in less than 3 days. fuck meeee.<br />at least i'm finally a senior... can't complain too much. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bebegreeneyes:66983 2004-08-19T01:04:17Z 2004-08-19T01:04:17Z garden state, open water, and the new exorcist movie all come out this friday.<br /><br />i want to see all of them!