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Sun, 27 Feb 2005 06:39:15 GMT

wow
i love lyaing in the snow
under the stars
with my best freidn
but i hate when i get up
and my btut its wettt
hahhhaah.

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 06:20:20 GMT

wow. def. haven't written in this thing in awhile.

4 day weekend. no school today or yesterady... it has been SO nice. too bad i'm working all weekend . oh well it's ok though, because today i got a $320 paycheck. :)

today i went to fair oaks mall with norah & kevin. we didn't get lost in the mall this time, thank god. then we went back to my house, had another session, then i went to work (that was an experience... going to work blazed haha) after i got off work we went to matt's party thing. it was cool, i haven't seen some of those kids in forever. everyone was so nice. aw <3

went down to jmu on monday. i liked it a lot, as usual. i think i'm gonna go there. i mean it's not liek i have a lot of options anyway. wow.... like 3 and a half months till fucking graduation. shit's crazy... time's going so fast.

bed time... i have work tomorrow morning. =/

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 03:58:20 GMT

which is a tigher spelling for fuck for "online talk"? (sup, kewl, shyt, ttyl, etc.)
mairin and i are having a contest. hahaha.

FUQQ (my way) or PHUC (mairin's gross way)

another head aches, another heart breaks

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 04:43:56 GMT

good weekend.
all of the snow forecasts were kind of overrated.
(we only got about 3 inches)
but what can you do?
hmm. i have 10 beers left.
started the weekend with.... 50?
i liked chillin at the apartment though.
i felt like i had my own place.
luckily we didnt get in trouble for being noisy.
you can hear EVERYTHING through apartment walls.
(i woke up to the neighbor's alarm clock this morning).
haha.
ah. my hair is brown again.
i think it brings out my eyes more.
my cat is staring at me.
i'm wearing pajamas with cakes/milkshakes/etc. on them.
i'm burning a cranberry tart candle.
it smells good.
i'm getting a job tomorrow. period.
this brokeness can not go on any longer.
any one know of any place that's hiring?
i talked to alyssa tonight. i miss her. <3<3
i really hope we don't have school tomorrow.
exams are enough to deal with for one week.

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 21:45:44 GMT

i <3 snow.
even though we didn't get out early.
i bet we'll at least have a delay tomorrow though.

i'm cat-sitting for my friend julia this weekend.
meaning i have an apartment to myself.
:)

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 00:28:15 GMT

I LOVE PRINCE WILLIAM COUNTY.

2 HOUR DELAY FOR COLD WEATHER.

hahahah.

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 02:06:01 GMT

today was actually a pretty good day. i went in late because.... i felt like it? haha.
i think i have senioritis the worst out of everyone. i like never go to a full day of school anymore,
and when i do go to school i rarely do any work. and the fact that i'm IN at a college now just makes me want to slack off more.

today:

systems - [not there]
english - chatted it up about beloved (i actually enjoy this book) - i <3 mrs fraze
yearbook - worked on coutrney's grad ad, then my grad ad, then courtney's again after i realized i deleted the whole thing. haha.
business - had a sub. so me and kelly made JMU signs/pictures the whole period. haha we're so gay.
after school i went to the lax meeting. then tonight i went tanning and to the gym. :)

i've been thinking a lot the past week and i've made a lot of realizations. about everything. i feel a lot more mature. maybe the fact that i'm an adult is just now starting to sink in, but i'm starting to take new perspecives on a lot of things... i guess it's all part of growing up. so i should take it as a good sign?

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 20:52:51 GMT

I GOT INTO JAMES MADISON UNIVERSITY!!!!

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 00:22:37 GMT

In the year 2005 I resolve to:

Wear more lacy black lingerie.

Get your resolution here

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 00:21:07 GMT

In the year 2005 I resolve to:

Wear more lacy black lingerie.

Get your resolution here

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 17:42:46 GMT

wow i forgot about this thing for awhile.

well my new years eve was interesting to say the least. it involved hitch hiking, putting drinks down pants, and getting pulled over. haha. two nights involving the cops is a little much for me. but at least neither of them were really serious.

overall though i had an excellent break. i had fun pretty much every night. i cant believe we have school tomorrow. aaah. but hey.... it just means we're that much closer to graduating. that word still scares me.

i find out about JMU in two weeks. i'm so nervous.

Happy New Year's Eve Eve!

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 02:05:43 GMT

the "-----" means i've done it.

-----I have been drunk
-----I have beed stoned
-----I have driven while intoxicated
-----I have kissed a member of the opposite sex
-----I have kissed a member of the same sex
I crashed a friend's car
-----I rode in a taxi
I have been in love

-----I've shoplifted
-----I have been fired
I have cut myself on purpose
I have been in a fist fight
-----I've snuck out of my parent's house
I have been arrested
-----I've made out with a stranger
-----I've played Beer Pong

-----I've walked around NYC
-----I've stolen something from my job
I've celebrated New Year's in Time Square
-----I've gone on a blind date
-----I've had a crush on a teacher
I've celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans
I have been to Europe
-----I've been sick on a major holiday
-----I've worn a hoodie to hide my dialated pupils from my parents
-----I've seen/heard a ghost or other supernatural entity
-----I've skipped school
I have thrown up in a bar
-----I have eaten sushi
-----I have been snowboarding
-----I have been happy with myself
-----I have met a movie star
I've punched myself in the face
I went to a prom
-----I've bungee jumped
-----I have been to a pop concert
I've witnessed the miracle of birth
I have dated someone for over a year
-----I've puked because of stress
-----I've gone a whole day without food
-----I've gone to class stoned
-----I've broken a promise to someone I really love(d)
I've tried to punch a hole through a solid wall and busted my knuckle open instead
I've cheated to get accepted into college
I've cheated to help someone else get accepted into college
I've cheated on a national standardized test
-----I have been in a car accident
-----I've slept in the nude
-----I've eaten cheesecake
I've been to a rave
-----I've been skinny dipping
I've had jury duty
-----I've hated someone without knowing them
I've vandalized government property
I've done spray-paint graffiti
I've shot a real gun
-----I've ran around with my trousers around my ankles
I've gotten my butt kicked
-----I've been caught smoking
-----I've milked a cow
I've hocked a loogie at someone
-----I've got in a verbal fight with a teacher
I've cheated on someone
Lied one time in this survey
Lied more than once in this survey
Threw a party at a friends house when they were gone
-----Partied every weekend for the last month (practically)
Sniffed markers to get high
-----Thought another girl/guy was hot
Huffed a can of spray paint
-----I've done hallucinogenic drugs (kind of)
-----Slept for more than 15 hours at a time
-----Petted a live tiger
Kissed someone in the snow
Found a four leaf clover

this made me laugh

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 21:36:15 GMT

Your Penis Name is: Curious George

Get your own Penis Name

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 03:39:26 GMT

wow. i haven't updated this thing in like a month. i guess i just didnt feel like it. haha.

random things:

- i can't wait for christmas. it's my favorite holiday. i love the shopping, the music, everything. and it came so fast this year. this year is flying by. everytime i hear the word graduation i get chills down my spine.

- i've been working out a lot lately. it started off for the scholarship thing, but now i love it. it just gives me a lot more energy and puts me in a better mood. i also like the classes at the gym. body combat, abs, yoga, etc.

- saturday was fun. i got to hang out with mairin and i cut her some bangs and we looked hott and we drank and took some cool pics. then i got to see bgill whom i haven't seen in forever... and her dad. brought back so many memories. then i got to drink with my girls at yes.... zai's house. hahahaha so hilarious.

- i took a 3 hour nap after school today and it felt excellent. then i went to the gym so i'm even more energized!! looks like i'll be up all night.

Wed, 20 Oct 2004 02:59:49 GMT

i'm happy.

i've got a good feeling about this.

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 14:28:14 GMT

i finally thought of an idea for my peronal statement for my college applications. it's genious. :)

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 00:53:25 GMT

i love going on runs on cool fall nights. i love the weather right now. it's perfect. fall might be my favorite season.

Wed, 06 Oct 2004 22:37:52 GMT

i just want to say i think tis hilarious when people judge others when they really know absolutely nothing about them. just to give everyone a life lesson that i've learned recently - people aren't always how they seem to be. just because i act happy sometimes doesn't mean its always true. sorry im not a fucking depressive emo who goes around parading their unhappiness. so yeah then i guess i am am 'emo poser' for not flaunting sadness all the time around everyone for attention and just letting it out sometimes in a place where im entitled to write how i feel.

let it bleed, and take the rest for what it's worth

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 22:21:52 GMT

i just really don't understand a lot.
why is it that when you have the chance to have something you push it away.
then when that chance withers away, you want it more than ever?
it seems like a simple concept
but it is really so hard to figure out that it literally hurts my head trying to.
and i can't tell if this is reciprocal or not.
everything's so blurry it's impossible to figure anything out
except the fact that it feels right.
then there's always the fear of history repeating itself.
it's like a flashing warning light slowing everything down
an obstacle blocking the way
fighting the progress that's really supposed to be taking place.
if only life were one big diving board, and you could just jump right in.

over and over again
light with the sharpened edge
cut to the back
empty space we call sky
forgetting the cycle that stays

Fri, 24 Sep 2004 02:46:30 GMT

so i have one day OSS for "using a cell phone" in class.
since when do you get OSS the first time? what happened to a fucking warning?
school is so fucking gay.

on the bright side of things - i started training to serve tonight at work. it was harder than i thought it would be and it will def be harder when im on my own, but im gonna be making bank. so im excited. i jsut have to get GOOD at it.

this week has been way too long. i'm more than ready for the weekend.

SET OUT TO GET OUT
CLASS OF 2005

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 00:23:44 GMT

i love the wind from storms. it's also reminding me of fall. and i love fall. i can't wait for it to come.

also the sky was really cool today, how it was really bright on one side and really dark on the opposite side.

just thought i'd share that.

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 01:38:46 GMT

well that def. just made my night.

:)

thankyou.

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 03:12:13 GMT

The Summer Survey:
TEN Things You Did
(001.)TURNED 18
(002.)worked like a mofo
(003.)went to key west, cozumel, & new york
(004.)got drunk off my ass
(005.)got in an accident
(006.)warped tour
(007.)va beach - raod trip with nor
(008.)went to geotgetown
(009.)hooked up wtih a random guy
(010.)went thrift shopping

NINE Favorite Songs of the Summer
(001.)oh god... the number one song: SENSES FAIL - ONE EIGHT SEVEN
(002.)hawthorne heights - ohio is for lovers
(003.)new found glory - all downhill from here
(004.)ashlee simpson - pieces of me [and basically the whole cd]
(005.)taking back sunday - a decade under the influence
(006.)juvenile - slow motion... hahah
(007.)sugarcult - memory
(008.)coheed & cambria - a favor house atlantic
(009.)avril lavigne - my happy ending

EIGHT Places You Ate At
(001.)CHILI'S of course...gotta love that employee discount
(002.)taco bell
(003.)slver diner
(004.)mcdonalds in the mornings while hungover hahaha
(005.)dairy queen
(006.)red robin
(007.)old glory <3 georgetown
(008.)bubba gump <3 nyc

SEVEN Things that Annoyed You
(001.)WORKING
(002.)cloudy days at the beach
(003.)running out of gas
(004.)car accidents
(005.)hangovers
(006.)passing out at warped tour
(007.)getting my wisdom teeth out

SIX Things You Bought
(001.)food
(002.)clothes
(003.)concert tickets
(004.)tans
(005.)gas
(006.)shoes

FIVE Things You Accomplished
(001.)becoming legal
(002.)being more free/crazy
(003.)leaving the country for the first time
(004.)getting my wisdom teeth out
(005.)growing up... i feel like i did that a lot this summer

FOUR Movies You Saw
(001.)garden state
(002.)shrek 2
(003.)open water
(004.)the butterfly effect

THREE Things You Wish You Did
(001.)went to the beach longer
(002.)not worked so much
(003.)had more fun... i think it might have been possible

TWO Rules You Broke
(001.)stayed out past curfew
(002.)drove drunk

ONE Thing You LOVED About This Summer
(001.)it was just a really awesome summer ... i had so much fun with everyone i hung out with... whether it was my good friends or just random people. i did a lot of new stuff and went a lot of different places. def one of my best summers <3

aww...this survey actually broguht back a lot of memories. i'm so sad summer's over.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Sat, 04 Sep 2004 19:01:00 GMT

birthdays make me feel so loved. <3 i just love it. i can't fucking believe i'm 18 years old. i just cant comprehend it. i'm LEGAL. i'm an ADULT. i'm no longer a kid, and pretty soon i won't even be a teenager anymore. it's seriously scary when i think about it. i really fear getting old. i wanna stay young and have fun forever... it's the best time of your life and it's over before you know it. but i guess all good things come to an end. but i dont know, it seriously feels like yesterady i was starting high scool or something and it feels like time fast forwarded to now. i guess i just realized that i can't take advantage of whats left of my youth. but yeah last night was def. a good start to my b-day. celebrated it from 12 until like 5 am. tonight should be fun too.

school in less than 3 days. fuck meeee.
at least i'm finally a senior... can't complain too much.

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 01:04:17 GMT

garden state, open water, and the new exorcist movie all come out this friday.

i want to see all of them!